| my FAVORITE song as of now.
man, linkin park's coming back =))))))))))
-Shadow of the Day-
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you...
In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you. |
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| so weird. it's been EXACTLY two years since i've used this.
wow.
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| wow, i haven't used this in two years? pretty crazy. although it seems like it's been FOREVER. i mean i know nobody even reads this. or even the 1.5 people that DO read it, won't comment on it so.. i don't know.
crosswayEM is the only reason why i started using xanga again.
so a lot happened pretty much over these two years.
jackie broke up with me.
on new years of 2006. jan, 1. hm.
what a way to start a year. but it was fine.
i thought i loved her, i guess i was still way too young.
then i dated a girl named diana lee
feb 1 was the effective date.
only lasted 4 months, into the summer after freshmen year.
she broke up with me then.
i thought i loved her, and ahjikdo saranghaneunguh gatteh....
it's been a little over a year since the breakup.
and that's that.
school's kicking my butt now.
upper div chem and my engineering physics.
why do i do it though..? i don't know really.
probably cuz im already way too far into it. i can't change majors now.
i would have to start over again.
i made a lotta new friends.
a LOT of new friends.
like 300 people.
i don't know if that's a lot.
but there's a few of those people that i absolutely cherish.
i guess im not gonna name names.
but there's one in particular who helped me with this xanga...
she's really cool haha.
church is different.
it's not just kupc anymore.
i loved how crossway formed.
i loved the jdsn.
i loved his sermons, worship leading and everything.
he was probably the first jdsn in like 10 years that did a BOMB job for God on us.
he's gone though.
i know God's using him in a different way now.
im not that sad. it's happened numerous times before.
and one would think because of the repetition of jdsn's leaving and going, i would be apethetic.
but i don't think that's why im not sad.
it's more cuz i know he's working solely for God.
i love God.
man, He works in some STRANGEEEE ways, but it always falls through.
where's the faith people? just keep it strong. you'll see miracles right under your nose.
too many things to update on.
but these are the ones that are on my mind.
i wonder who'll read this?
anyways...
i surrender all to you Lord.
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| k i feel better..
but our hall just lost sex jeopardy..
our hall vs another hall and.. we were only 6 and da other hall had every1 there.. so we were kinda outnumbered.. but we did alrite. we only lost by 300 or so.. and they were 100-600 pnt questions.. not bad
i answered.. a lot hahaa
and then in da middle of da room were durex condoms... and after da game.. one girl in dat hall took ALL da condoms and left.. and u can kinda make ur own assumption/ opinions.
i love you jackie <3
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| im so depressed..
and i feel like i wanna cuss..
i love you jackie |
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